All Mine

Everywhere I go with my children people are surprised and sometimes even shocked to learn that the three beautiful and rambunctious boys with me are indeed my sons. I often hear comments like "wow you've got your hands full" or "are you going to try for a girl" or "they are so cute". Today in fact I heard all three of these. While reflecting on the comments I asked the boys why they thought people always seemed to be surprised that they were my sons. Tucker thoughtfully and sweetly replied "well maybe because you're short and you sorta look like a teenager, only a lot prettier". I kissed him on the head and smiled and reminded myself that it is none of my business what other people think of me or why. But I do so love these boys of mine and I am short and I do love myself much more now that when I was a teenager.

I caught them in a smile..............

a shared moment beneath a tree

Uncle Freddies Freedom

After being a loyal pet turtle for over a year, we finally agreed that it was fair and right to let him go. Uncle Freddy is a red eared slider that we brought home from a camping trip last summer. Turtles don't tend to show much emotion but I know he was glad to be set free.

Aug. 25 2010

Tucker Turns Seven

Okay, I will try to write something before the time slips away from me. Indeed yesterday was Tuckers seventh birthday. Thadeus and I stayed up past midnight decorating the house with streamers and balloons and I got a little carried away sewing a party banner. He was excited to wake and find the house prepared for his special day. Thadeus took him out for a special birthday breakfast where he gave him his first very own pocket knife. A camouflage single blade, Case knife. He came home to a couple more small gifts and played with his brothers and Thadeus while I prepared his birthday cake. He requested a white cake, with fresh strawberries and whipped cream. Around noon His friends John and Gabe came over and the fun began! We played a lot of impromptu party games and lucky for me Jenn was here to help with it all. Tucker and each of the boys received a new nerf gun but we only had one nerf dart for each of them. So we went outside to do the pinata. The boys loved hitting it and showing off their swings, finally it started to open and almost a hundred nerf darts fell to the ground. The last game of the day was freeze dance and everyone had a great time. Tuckers Nanna and Poppa came over for cake and Tucker opened his gifts from Aunt Jenn and and Liz and Pawpaw and opened some cards from friends and family. The day was kind of a blurr, with so many young people, so much excitement and so much energy. There are probably a million more details I could share about his party and about his day, but I'd rather say that Tucker is Amazing! He is turning into a young man right before my eyes. He is so bright and learns so quickly, he is athletic and energetic, he sings so sweetly when he thinks no one can hear. He is so eager for new experiences and new friends. He is very responsible and bold at the same time. Sometimes it is hard for me to see him separate from his brothers but when I do, i can see all that is good in him, and there really is quite a lot.

thoughtful thanks

Tonight at circle time the boys and I shared what we were grateful for this day.

Fynn~ "I'm grateful that we got to go to Nannas' and that we are doing circle time"

Tucker~ "I am grateful that Daddy has a great job and he really likes it. I am grateful that we are all healthy and no one is sick right now and I'm also grateful for our nice comfy beds and that we have a good strong house and I'm also grateful that I have two good brothers and a good mom and dad."

Rollin~ "I'm also grateful that we get to do circle time and that I have two good brothers



I am grateful that even on a day when it seems that these boys have so much energy that it cannot possibly be harnessed that they could be still long enough to gather around a small burning flame and give thoughtful thanks for what is close to their heart.